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人生短短几十年有时想想做人不是所有的事都要去计较或在乎那么多。。。。 当个人死了后所有的一切会随着那人的离开一起带走。。。。 所以我重视以算了算了算了的想法带过所有的一切何不快乐。。。。

但是，后来发现不是所有的东西都可以以算了算了的想法带过来去为别人的感受着想。。。会顾及别人的感受不是件坏事儿是好事，因为那表达了对人的准重和了解他人的感受！

有时往往我们顾及太多别人的感受而忽略了一件事，那就是我们自己的感受和想法。。。当我们顾及别人的时候我很长会忘了自己原来也是有脾气有感觉也有不开心的时候的人类。。。别人是人会不高兴会不爽， 那我们就不会就不是人了吗？？ 错了！！ 我们这些一天到晚顾及别人这个那个所谓的人类也需要被别人顾及一下。。。要不然到时当火山爆发时，之前所有彼此之间所创造出来的美好关系将会在一瞬间被毁灭，所有的一切将回不来，友情爱情亲情将破裂，难辞其咎！！！！！！

所以，我的忠告是大家都是人有感情有感觉，不要处处都让别人迁就别人顾及你的感受，偶尔也想想要是换成你是哪个人你会有什么感受什么想法？？？

每个活在这世界上的人都是王子和公主不单单是你一个人， 每个人都有他们的权利！！！！！！

水瓶座.....

水瓶座
★水瓶座★

水瓶座在什麼情形下最容易感受到壓力----水瓶座在個性上喜歡追根究底，如果有事情讓水瓶座無法想得透，或是有人逼迫水瓶座要求妥協，這些都會讓水瓶座感到壓力的重重危機。

哪些星座最容易給水瓶座壓力----金牛座，巨蟹座和天蠍座，最容易給水瓶座壓力。金牛座受限的性格，令水瓶座無法茍同，尤其在和金牛座溝通上更讓水瓶座感到挫敗。巨蟹座常會有許多隔閡的地方，使得兩人一碰頭就無話可說；而天蠍座趨向封閉和極端的個性，缺乏公平客觀的態度，造成和水瓶座相處上的壓力。

哪些星座容易幫助水瓶座紓解壓力----雙子座，獅子座和天秤座，可以幫助水瓶座紓解壓力。雙子座在思想上有許多地方可以和水瓶座產生共鳴，尤其雙方在相處的節奏上很相融。獅子座的赤子之心往往給水瓶座帶來難得的溫馨，而水瓶座和天秤座總是共享生活上的事物，在生活方式上很match(合)，有助於水瓶座減壓。

水瓶座的壓力徵兆----水瓶座如果臉色發白，四肢無力或是血壓偏低時，這些都是水瓶座的壓力徵兆。對於壓力的排解，水瓶座有時候較為不注重，由於情緒的起伏不大，當壓力來臨時，最能夠看出徵兆的地方，往往是健康方面。

水瓶座最易用什麼型式發洩----水瓶座會讓自己什麼事都不管，一反常態地做些平常不會做的事情。

水瓶座的抗壓與減壓祕方----事實上，水瓶座面對壓力的應變能力有待加強，好朋友其實是水瓶座不可或缺的抗壓法寶。

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Suddently feel like writing sumthing in here... since r boing n nothing to do so in the office for these whole day keep on9 till do nothing n dunnu wat else to do so...

What make me suddently feel like writing n spreat out my feeling loud here????hmmm.... let me think............ ding!! nothing special just wanna write / post out some feeling / pic n things happen with in these half year... after a SUCKS relationship with such "SUCKS" person was think of nt get into this kind of things in these short terms, who knows jst a few months later i've met sum1 in accidently n between us be come more closer n closer. This person giving me a good feeling, confident, and confortable when being with him even tht time we r jst still in frnds status.... he always ask me a question "y would u willing to accept / choose me since i have no money no saving no house n this n that"?? my answer is "i dnt care u rich o poor gt money o nt, the most important thing is u're earning by urself nt spending ur parents money... no money?? earn n save slowly... at least u arent like others still as a student no income but like to spend parent's money in big amount" or "some rich but those rich isnt belongs to themselve, but is given by their parents"... wat for?? those wont be longer urs if u dnt maake money by urselves...
Easy to say i just like who u actly are.. like u always be honest to me telling me eveyrthing even ur past n what had happen... ppl might be asking that y m i so confident that he always honest?? how m i so sure that watever he tell me r true?? i can only tell ppl that jst feeling n trust... if u dnt trust a person that u being with i choose then wat for u still want to keep the relationship going??

Within this half year, ve been facing lots of things. lot of hard sad n happy too of course...but i enjoy it, cus if there is nothing tough to go through things wont stay long relationship will or might jst end up easily cus too simple n too quiet during the period....


















the only i can say now is now everything is going smoothly and slowly... wat will happen in the future we jst wait n c, even future is in our hand but we still dunnu wat will happen in the nxt second... happy is the most important things...

Yiaksssss!!

Arggggghhhhh!! wat a Shxxt day!! early in the morning being shoot by boss in the office just for a small things... since i've been doing the job for quite several times dy then y wanna choose now to shoot me on this matter?? MG!! really nt in the good mood to work.... bad feeling with lot of things especially on work!! doesnt know that what is going on and what will happen next but what to do?? things that going to be happen sure will happen we cant stop o control it so we better just wait n see and get ready for everything that going to happen no matter it is good or bad... XD

无言以对。。。

往往很多事情在发生以后人们才会尽力去弥补和补救。。。为什么他们不再事情发生以前想想如果换成时对方这么做的话他们会有怎样的想法怎样的感受？？要求别人去听去想去为他们，但他们又何时又为我们想想为我们？？有些东西在发生后对方往往才懂得珍惜。。才懂得她/他的好。。才想挽回。。才想为对方做些什么。。才想弥补。。有些时候人们都可以很明确地做选择，但偏偏人就有个死穴，那就是心软。。不管对方犯了多少次的错还是无法放弃对方！！永远都会为自己造个借口告诉自己再给他/她一次机会吧。。一次又一次的机会，究竟多少个机会才能让对方真真正正的改过？难道要等到对方真的放弃，死心，离开，消失，死去？？没人知道。。一切的一切都是人为的，只要大家互相珍惜不彼此伤害所有的一切或许不会变得那么糟。

感触。。。。

人总有做错的时候，都会被原谅。。。。但是有些人却偏偏一而再再而三的重复了又重复。。。。凡的撮合被原谅的次数可以说是相等的！！ 为什么有些热安就很不下心不去原谅她们呢？？那就是他们的弱点。。。。每当犯错的人犯了错也没有半点的歉意，因为他们知道一定会被原谅！！为什么他们都不想想每当作错事时对方的感受？？他们要求别人了解他们，为他们想想，顾及他们的感受！！要求别人为他们做到最好，那他们反过来对别人又怎样呢？？一次又此次的伤害，从复了又从复同样的东西。。。。不是不放手，而是放不开！！种种尽力过曾一起走过的一切的一切永远也抹煞不去。。。 很多东西唯有在尽头的时候或累的时候是只能转头想对方说声谢谢（谢谢你的照顾以及所给的一切），所有的一切将在那一刻变成回忆。。。





祝福所有人过得快乐。。。把值得的回忆留住！！坏的回忆就让它过去。。。人生有多少年？？多个敌人不如多个朋友来的好，不管当初的伤害有多深，因为人死后将会把所有属于自己一切的回忆将会一起被带走也不会有人知道也不会有人记得。。。





请永远记住。。。不要再让以前受过的伤害从复了又从复！！把这一次的经历当作一宗磨练，别让同样的是再次的发生在自己身上。。。。

i found this.....

quite a long time i dint update my blog even i did log in to it... wakakakak!! now i find a chance to update it. that day, was viewing friend's photo and found THIS......

wahahahahaha... now review back to the previous pic i just wonder that i am really really really "HUGE". this pic was took in last 3 years when we were having study trip to KL (our first time travel without parents). even look huge but do miss that time. now all of us been graduate have our own job the time to hang out is less n less n less....

that time every1 looks like kids... now everything's diff n looks diff too..... me either!! :P

this is the happiest time for three of us and it is also the last time we celebrate each other's birthday 2gather. tht time was when we were having trainig in KL a suprise and a gift for her too.... :)

arrrrrrrrrrggggg..............

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Funeral~~

today should be the working day... but i dint go to work cus i've took leave from the boss to attend the funeral of my grandaunt... actly we can choose either go o not to go but i choose to go cus she is my only grandaunt n i'm one of the person who was there during the time my grandaunt pass away... i'm not her grandchild o her child n we r not really close at all, but no matter how she is still my aunt n she nvr being bad to us since us know her till now. as a respect to her i prefer to visit her n give her the last respect b for she've been bury. we've joining the wholde process of bury ceremony n during the cermony i've found out that there's lot of chinese taboo that i dont even know... one of that is during the bury ceremony the non direct family member will have to avoid to watch the whole ceremony and another is after present the flower non of us include his o her direct family r not allowed to look back to her grave they must just leave immediately... we did do what they told us not to do n during the time when we were on the way back one of my aunt told me i should change my bad attitude... i know n i always remember that cus there is sum1 told me bout these too n i do promised him that i will change... i do change but every time when i saw the stupid daughter0in-low of my grandaunt i cant control myself of keep thinking what she had did to my grandaunt during the time when she was sick n even when she was in the hospital too. in chinese taboo non of the direct family r allowed to use any accessories except sylver. but she dint even show any respect to my grandaunt cus she dint even take off all the jewelery. i hate her cus she nvr feel sorry to my grandaunt n why cant she at least show some respect to a person who's die n cant even argue with her anymore... i wont expect that she say any single worry words to my grandaunt of what she had done to her when she was still alive but y can she do it once when she dead?? is not hard for her to show it's not heavy for her to say a "sorry" words to my grandaunt to forgive her of what she had done.... i was really feel like walk infront of her n give her a slap n ask her to kneel down infront of my grandaunt dead body n say it laud infront of evey1 that she is sorry bu i dint do that cus i dont wan other ppl think that i dont respect my grandaunt....no matter how the only thing that i will say is "I will nvr forgive such kind of ppl", one day she will know how it fell n taste the same thing that she had done to my grandaunt.....

Day which i have no idea....

What's the point for human live in this world?? Surely there is not 1 knows the exact answer even though i am the 1 who asking the question but i have no answer too. But the only thing that cant be ignore is human's life is just like the blood circulation. We live when we were born, then we grown till finish study- working-married-got children, then we getting older-sick and finally die, after 1 die n another new life r born. Who knows what is that mean of?? no 1... the only thing that the new generation's human r only live for work cus of money to spend for the life style, married cus of child not cus of they really love each other (mean some) n wanna spend their time togather for the rest of their life, once married some can live happy ever after but some devorce n married again n devorce again, after married with children they work very hard to get moeny cus the expenses is too high n they need more money, when the child grown up they though they can relax for the rest of their life n go travel n enjoy but it only happen for particular ppl not all, who lucky sure can enjoy n realx but for the 1 who isnt lucky will have to live hard till the day n time they die..... Human have choice to choose the way to live: with money-happy-enjoy-relax-with family / without money-happy-enjoy-relax-with family / with money-realx-nt happy-no family / without money-unhappy-alnoe?? which 1 u choose?? money dosnt mean anything much, it only can use to full feel human's needs n wants it cant buy any family's happiness n family's love. live with what u've got now n dont expect too much which u cant do or forcing urself to do what u unwilling to do and just appreciate with what u have now dont regret when u lost it....
Grandaunt r gone these morning... the me which shud b go to work that time was asking permision form boss to be late to office cus i wanna visit her... is almost a year i nvr c her... sice she was sick till now only once i go visit her is after CNY 2008. how knows today my first visit of 2009 to her is my last visit. Time is 830am 07/01/09 with my 2 aunt n grandma to her house cus we just get to know that she had been sending home form hospital by his son. The first thing i saw when i reach there isnt my grandaunt but is my aunty-in-low which came out from the room n keep crying. The only word i can use to discribe is pitty... i was like OMG when i saw her cus she looks totally skinny n totally diff with her normal look i dont know that the sick really make her look lidat n her eyes was open n keep looking at the indonesian maid without moving her eye ball... when i walk near to her n tell her that i'm visiting her n call her "grandaunt" my tears was just coming with non stop. when grandma goes in she keep calling her "ah moi a u know that i m visiting u o not, i'm here to c u now do u know that?" n she cry at the sametime cus that is her only sister.... at the sametime when my grandma call her i saw she cry but she cant say anything she cant tell us that she know that we r there. her tears really make me feel like telling her that dont cry we all here love her n sayang her no matter how her daugther-in-low n grandsons treat her we all care bout her.... the time gone second by second n her breath b come slow n slow n slower... i keep looking at her when my aunt talk to her n tell her if she feel tired just sleep do worry too much everything will b all right once she finish her words grandaunt close her eyes with her last drop of tearse n she breath with more harder till she close her mouth n open again for the last time, i saw her breast stop moving n i knew that is time when aunt checking her heart beat i was holding her hand n try to find at least a heart beat but no cus when i touch her her hand was cold (time is 850am). give mom a call was the first things that appear in my mind to tell her the news n i cant control my tearse at all when i talk to mom... at the same time grandaunt's daugther was there when she saw that i'm cry she run to the room n she shout out that "ma, y dont u wait for me to come n c u?" she is the only daugther my grandaunt have n she is the only that really care bout her mother she dont care no matter how much she going to pay for her medical as long as they can save her mom. when the time we leave the house grandma's neice give her a hug but that makes grandma cry more n she said "there is no 1 that i can call n talk to anymore" n tell all of us that "we will have to grandaunt to call anymore in the future". she really sad n cry a lot both of them have only 1 sister n their husband gone quite early when grandma was boring she will find her to talk with we will joke n tlak lot withe her too... but it will onyl b come out memories.... just tell some1 that u love that "I LOVE U" dont b shy n dont hide cus u will regret for 1 day if u lost them... no matter they r u lover ur family o ur friend~~

nah nah nah!!

new year new starting!! still cant figure out what suppost to write in here but my mind keep telling myself that i shoud write somthing o upload some phot to into my blog since i create a new 1.. then the idea the processed out from my mind r just to upload the pic of mine since i start study in inti college till now!! just wanna show that is there any differencess within therse few years... hohohoh~~ and also few pic of me n my college buddy, even though we've graduated n have our own job but really missed the time when we were in KL having training even the time is short n the gathering time too!!

one is when i was a kids then just finish form five (which with chocolate on my face), 2nd year in inti (pic with black n white), after that is when i was at sibu bout five months ago and lastly now!! hohohoh.....

these pic was took quite longtime ago!! 1 was took when we were in KL celebrate Qi's 21st b'day, 1 was gathering b for i worked in Sibu, 1 was the day b for graduation n lastly was during the day of gradudation which took by Qi's sis... missed the time so much!! (T.T)~~~

New Year New Blog... JUst Leave the Old 1!!

Since it is new year then i've create a new blog for myself cus i will start sharing the journey of mylife with anyone who view my blig!! i m not good in writing even gramma is not good too!! hope so the person who read my blog cna understand what i'm trying to present n what i exactly mean of!! the only reason i wanted to creat a new blog is b cus of i wanna leave all the past behind (of course not include the happy time la!!) n starting the new life for myself n it can b also giving a chance for myslef again cus i've missed lot of things that i shudn't missed and lost a lot of chance an opportunity.. since i give myself a chance then why not u?? there isnt too late for us to try once n llive once again with whole new me!!