Day which i have no idea....

What's the point for human live in this world?? Surely there is not 1 knows the exact answer even though i am the 1 who asking the question but i have no answer too. But the only thing that cant be ignore is human's life is just like the blood circulation. We live when we were born, then we grown till finish study- working-married-got children, then we getting older-sick and finally die, after 1 die n another new life r born. Who knows what is that mean of?? no 1... the only thing that the new generation's human r only live for work cus of money to spend for the life style, married cus of child not cus of they really love each other (mean some) n wanna spend their time togather for the rest of their life, once married some can live happy ever after but some devorce n married again n devorce again, after married with children they work very hard to get moeny cus the expenses is too high n they need more money, when the child grown up they though they can relax for the rest of their life n go travel n enjoy but it only happen for particular ppl not all, who lucky sure can enjoy n realx but for the 1 who isnt lucky will have to live hard till the day n time they die..... Human have choice to choose the way to live: with money-happy-enjoy-relax-with family / without money-happy-enjoy-relax-with family / with money-realx-nt happy-no family / without money-unhappy-alnoe?? which 1 u choose?? money dosnt mean anything much, it only can use to full feel human's needs n wants it cant buy any family's happiness n family's love. live with what u've got now n dont expect too much which u cant do or forcing urself to do what u unwilling to do and just appreciate with what u have now dont regret when u lost it....
Grandaunt r gone these morning... the me which shud b go to work that time was asking permision form boss to be late to office cus i wanna visit her... is almost a year i nvr c her... sice she was sick till now only once i go visit her is after CNY 2008. how knows today my first visit of 2009 to her is my last visit. Time is 830am 07/01/09 with my 2 aunt n grandma to her house cus we just get to know that she had been sending home form hospital by his son. The first thing i saw when i reach there isnt my grandaunt but is my aunty-in-low which came out from the room n keep crying. The only word i can use to discribe is pitty... i was like OMG when i saw her cus she looks totally skinny n totally diff with her normal look i dont know that the sick really make her look lidat n her eyes was open n keep looking at the indonesian maid without moving her eye ball... when i walk near to her n tell her that i'm visiting her n call her "grandaunt" my tears was just coming with non stop. when grandma goes in she keep calling her "ah moi a u know that i m visiting u o not, i'm here to c u now do u know that?" n she cry at the sametime cus that is her only sister.... at the sametime when my grandma call her i saw she cry but she cant say anything she cant tell us that she know that we r there. her tears really make me feel like telling her that dont cry we all here love her n sayang her no matter how her daugther-in-low n grandsons treat her we all care bout her.... the time gone second by second n her breath b come slow n slow n slower... i keep looking at her when my aunt talk to her n tell her if she feel tired just sleep do worry too much everything will b all right once she finish her words grandaunt close her eyes with her last drop of tearse n she breath with more harder till she close her mouth n open again for the last time, i saw her breast stop moving n i knew that is time when aunt checking her heart beat i was holding her hand n try to find at least a heart beat but no cus when i touch her her hand was cold (time is 850am). give mom a call was the first things that appear in my mind to tell her the news n i cant control my tearse at all when i talk to mom... at the same time grandaunt's daugther was there when she saw that i'm cry she run to the room n she shout out that "ma, y dont u wait for me to come n c u?" she is the only daugther my grandaunt have n she is the only that really care bout her mother she dont care no matter how much she going to pay for her medical as long as they can save her mom. when the time we leave the house grandma's neice give her a hug but that makes grandma cry more n she said "there is no 1 that i can call n talk to anymore" n tell all of us that "we will have to grandaunt to call anymore in the future". she really sad n cry a lot both of them have only 1 sister n their husband gone quite early when grandma was boring she will find her to talk with we will joke n tlak lot withe her too... but it will onyl b come out memories.... just tell some1 that u love that "I LOVE U" dont b shy n dont hide cus u will regret for 1 day if u lost them... no matter they r u lover ur family o ur friend~~